*Sunday, March 05, 2006*
woah lao. im not a dog in spca. n if shaun wants to have a bigger ego than me, you're welcome. :P i don't mind. haha....
ok... on to today.
sentosa outing was fun. but i'll let somebody else do a summary of it. :) somebody must do hor... but something interesting that alex said today.. ''Haikal today very lonely 'cause his gang (supposedly Yueh Hsin and Xiao Min) never come''. then talk about something to do with West wind and East wind and dunno which one is which wind and yada yada... whatever lah!!! to make you all a bit happier and let you all continue with this scandal, i shall admit! YES I WAS LONELY. happy now?
ok... a little bit of consoling Jie Lin here...
Jie Lin, i know you'd feel very very sad about losing Hilmi and Shaun. but the thing is, it's not just you ok? we all feel the loss too. we all feel that we've lost great people to be with. i agree that it's difficult to part with them, but if it has to happen, then let it happen. think about it this way... it's God's way of testing our willpower. we have to carry on with life no matter what. think of all those past memories where you had to leave great people behind and then think about the present. you made it, didn't you? so why can't you make it through one more time?
so don't think so much about it yeah? we all have bad times, and this must be one of the very ''lows'' of most of our lives (unless some people are totally emotionless or are detached from the class). frankly, i'm feeling really shitty myself too.
i'll let 06s21 know something. this loss is far greater than the loss that i experienced on my Prom Nite 2005. yes... far far greater. that night, i parted with people whom i nv felt much of an attachment for, just parted with people whom i had fun times studying with, playing soccer with, and crapping around with. but i guess 06s21 showed me something different when nobody was backstabbing, putting up facades and disguising their thoughts. i liked 06s21 for its frankness, for accepting my lame (sometimes funny) jokes, for letting me the freedom to express myself by... allowing me to make fun of SiJing!!! :P
ok... the more i talk about it, the worst my thoughts are. i think i should let the matter rest here. some last few words.. do take carez k??? as i said in the previous entry, DO GIVE ME A CALL IF YOU GOT NOBODY TO TALK TO.... i'll be glad to listen.. =D
Haikal picked a waterdrop @ 9:25 PM
